Relationship issues PLEASE HELP EXPERTS WANTED PLEASE ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER I SWARE?

Alright so me and this guy recently started dating, previous to the relationship we were good friends and so we decided it was time to be more than just friends. But to me it feels like something is missing, I mean i love him, and he says he loves me (we probably dont know what love really is were still teens) and well idk it just feels like theres a wall between us or something keeping us from falling even more in love. at school when I see him its a little awkward and we never have anything to talk about we usually just stare at eachother for like ever and kiss. Theres another thing all on its own, "Kissing" Before him I never really kissed anyone so I wouldn't know but when i kiss him its nothing like how the movies and everything you see says that its so "AMAZING" to be honest I feel no enjoyment. I dont know if im a bad kisser or something but my bf has never said anything and he acts like he enjoys it, or maybe hes the bad kisser and thats why its unpleasent? I dont know how to tell what the issue is? whats the big deal about kissing do you acculy get enjoyment out of it or why does everyone like it so much? is there a way for me to improve if im the one who is bad at kissing? PLEASE HELP ME ON THIS ENTIRE THING TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY